(Don’t forget my book review and giveaway on Tuesday, May 15.)
My blog has been really lagging lately. I struggle to get a food budget post up each week, and I don’t want Warm As Pie to be a blog only about grocery shopping. I find that I’ve been terribly distracted.
My attention has been pulled to finances, car issues, and mysterious leaking. We got those things cleared up, and then I was distracted by the birth of my precious new nephew (yay!).
I’ve been going to t-ball games and practices.
I’ve been making library trips and reading the books that we choose.
I’ve been helping with homework and reading logs and wonderful projects of the imagination that require cardboard. Lots of cardboard.
I’ve been stressing about this organizing project that is definitely losing momentum–more about that later.
I’ve been daydreaming about a real, functioning back porch and even hunting for some low cost furniture.
I’ve been beating myself up about all the things I don’t get done and at the same time trying to pull myself out of that funk so that I can see the light of my children’s faces and hear their joy and watch their growing little selves.
I’ve been feeling down. I’ve been turning to the internet for a little inspiration, a little pick-me-up, and instead, what I find there is a cycle of discontent–not a place I want to be.
So where I am I now?
I’m reflecting on Zephaniah 3:17. “The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in his love He will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing.”
I’m telling myself that if the big Lord of the Universe can rejoice over me, maybe I can decide that I’m alright after all.
I’m watching my baby drum on the fireplace with a crayon and a ball point pen. I’m delighting in her joy and her enthusiasm.
I’m listening to my preschooler giggle to himself as he plays in the livingroom.
I’m waiting for my hubby to return so that we can pick up a cute little table for the back porch and maybe buy some sunny yellow paint for it. We’ll see.
I’m making plans. I’m giving thanks. I’m zooming in on the important stuff.